Snippets
It’s supposed to actually be springlike around here the next few days.
Can YOU say hallelujah? I can.
It’s the middle of April and the weather has been utterly depressing. Even for Wisconsin, where spring is always iffy.
Taylor is working tomorrow so I’m totally going to throw open the windows and clean.
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I’m sitting here thinking about getting prettied up while Taylor is off moving stuff from storage garage to home so that when he gets home I look good enough to try out the new paddle we just got.
Sad, isn’t it, the way us women always feel we need to look good enough? After all these years with Taylor I should know it’s always about his mood and never about what I look like. He’s as likely to bend me over and do… whatever… when I’m sweaty and dusty and have just been cleaning as he is when I’ve gotten all dolled up.
Still. It can’t hurt, right? :)
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At the same time, I haven’t eaten yet today and my mind is wandering toward dinner. I so want to cook now. And it’s only three o’clock. Meh. Maybe a snack, then get pretty, then cook, then try to get spanked, then watch Idol.
:P
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Someone asked, over on Fetlife, what ownership or being owned means to us. I’ve been thinking about it all week. I think it’s something totally different than it used to be.
There WILL be a post on it soon.
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And on that note…
Time to get busy. We only have five more days till the Teen gets home!
It IS funny how they look at us; Dan says one of his favorite moments of watching me is early in the morning when I walk to the bathroom naked. He says because I’m unaware of my body, because I’m sleepy and I don’t realize he is watching me, I walk differently and he likes the way my ass, legs, etc., move. He says when I know he is looking, I guard my body more.
That’s why he likes blindfolding me; that way I can’t see where he is looking so I don’t tense or try to pose to look more attractive; he doesn’t like that. Which seems so odd because in all the porn shots the women are posing, right?
Sometimes I don’t get them, the mens…heh.
Looking forward to your thoughts on ownership!
Please remember, none of us “mens” hooked up with porn stars, and there is a damn good reason for it.
Yeah porn can be fun to look at, more and more though it isn’t, very rarely do you find porn that is actually two people fucking and not two people making porn. Big damn difference there.
When a woman walks naked, and isn’t thinking about herself, isn’t thinking about who may be looking her body moves like water over stone. It’s natural, it’s powerful, inevitable and a force to be reckoned with. When she knows someone is looking, when she is thinking about her movements, it’s like water through a pipe. Boring as fuck and kind of ruining the point of having water.