People are all spacey and smiley when they’re done playing or giggling and comparing bruises. My fantasies and needs run more toward a torture scene than “The Secretary”.
Risk.
Jun 30th, 2010
There is always the risk, the risk that this one thing or this cumulative pile of things will be the one that hurts too much, that breaks me – body, heart, mind… me.
Itch, Bitch, Chicken
Jun 28th, 2010
The one where I say I’m losing my mind at least four times…
Shouldn’t it be gone by now? And me in a happy place, drooling on myself?
Silent Screams
Dec 27th, 2009
I remember a time when I would get itchy and twitchy for pain. It would gnaw at me, tear at me, cause me to become manic and wild eyed with the need.
That ever elusive subspace
Jul 12th, 2007
And I do mean ever elusive.Everyone talks about it. Some seem to drop deep into it after just a few minutes. In 17 years I’ve never experienced it. I do not know what y’all are talking about. Honest to gods. I have, many times, been over the reasons why I like, need, crave and submit [...]



I recently got to review the Tentacle Jr for Eden Fantasys – another fucking awesome and fantasy inducing dildo from Whipspider Rubberworks. The review isn’t live yet but I wanted to share the pictures, at least. The Jr is similar to the original Tentacle only smaller, slimmer, with a less extreme hook to it, a [...]






