Lies, Deceptions and the Perceptive Person

September 19, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

“False words are not only evil in themselves, but they infect the soul with evil” ~Plato Well ain’t that the truth. I got lied to the other day. Those who know me know that lying is one of very few things I actually HATE; one of very few things that will infect my soul with

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Ode to a Strong Man

September 15, 2005 By In BDSM 1 Comment

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond belief. It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you NOT to be? Your playing small does not

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Reflections on the Ideal Body, Body Image, Men and Life

September 12, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

Today the ideal body is… odd. The women you see in fashion magazines are stick thin with no real curves. Icky but realistic. If a girl is that thin she’s not going to have many curves. Yet… All the movie stars and famous people are just as thin, sickly so (to me) and still manage

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Poem

September 12, 2005 By In BDSM 1 Comment

Read this in another blog the other day and fell in love – with the poem – and with Taylor all over again. Reminded me so much of how I felt when we first got together…. what is this thing inside me that yearns, burns when i am near youwhat is this thing that shakes

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Duality…

September 9, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

“There were always in me two women at least ;One woman desperate and bewildered, who felt she was drowning,and another who would leap into a scene, as upon a stage, conceal her true emotions – because they were weakness, helplessness, despair – and present to the world only a smile, an eagerness, curiosity, enthusiasm, interest.”~Anais

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Salvation…

September 8, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

“You know, deep within you, that there is only a single magic, a single power, a single salvation… and that is loving. Well, then, love your suffering. Do not resist it, do not flee from it. It is only your aversion that hurts, nothing else.”~Herman Hesse Don’t know why I chose this quote tonight. I

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Neurotic…

September 7, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

“I disregard the proportions, the measures, the tempo of the ordinary world. I refuse to live in the ordinary world as ordinary women. To enter ordinary relationships. I want ecstasy. I am neurotic — in the sense that I live in my world. I will not adjust myself to the world. I am adjusted to

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What women say… what men hear

September 7, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

Taylor and I have done a lot of talking about this subject and, unbelievably, we STILL have problems with it. I’m the type to just blurt out what I’m feeling, often forgetting it sounds like blame or judgement on someone else. In my relationship I pretty much expect my Dude to KNOW me well enough,

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Quote…

September 5, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

The personal, if it is deep enough, becomes universal, mythical, symbolic” ~Anais Nin Now if that doesn’t explain the blogging craze…

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A wee rant…

September 5, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

So Taylor and I are on the Board of Directors for MARC (Milwaukee Alternative Resource Center) – which is a relatively new BDSM group in the Milwaukee area. We started out about a year and a half ago as a bunch of people who wanted to get something different going, have only been an actual

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BDSM – D/s – Kink – Swinging

September 4, 2005 By In BDSM 1 Comment

So, yeah… Always an issue around here. The BDSM community in Milwaukee is continually growning – and as it grows it becomes more and more diverse. You’ve got the hard core D/s-M/s folks who have been around a long time and feel pretty strongly that their way is the only way. You’ve got the BDSM

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Courage…

September 2, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

“It takes courage to push yourself to places that you have never been before… to test your limits… to break through barriers. And the day came when the risk it took to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom” ~Anais Nin Courage… For all my strength I

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A quote

September 1, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

” I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t

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A new place to blog cuz Tripod sucks!

September 1, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

So…I am once again out of space on a Tripod site.Tripod sucks. :)A friend of mine uses this site so I figure I’ll give it a shot. (It better not suck, Laurel!)For those that don’t know I have a regular, day to day life sort of blog over on yahoo 360. (http://360.yahoo.com/taylors_puss.html ) This site

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Old Posts from the Old Blog

September 1, 2005 By In BDSM No Comment

31 August 2005 20:36 CDTBack from Arkansas! Back home and glad of it. :) The trip was a blast but I”m getting too old for these long car rides! More later.26 August 2005 00:01 Sleepless…Just after Midnight – barely the 26th – and I can’t sleep…“Man can never know the kind of lonliness a woman

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