Weekend was fab. Play party was fun….

Every time I know we’re going to a play party I get in this mild sort of panic all day. I’m not certain panic is the right word. I get nervous and apprehensive and excited.  I start to wonder – and want to know - what Taylor has planned, what he’s going to do to me. [...]

So after a Teen free week, life is back to normal. Back to grabbing a robe before I get up to make coffee.  Back to tucking the princess satchel back into my room rather than leaving it out.  Back to not forgetting to put the toys away when I’m done with them.  And back to [...]

There’s a good side. I got a spanking today and it pissed me off so much that I started doing Hoodoo Mojo Zen Mind tricks to keep myself from jumping up and spanking him back…  (yeah, right) And it actually worked to allow me to take more of the spankings! I’m a total, total wimp [...]