My facebook status reads “This being sick thing? It’s starting to suck ass. All week? Seriously? Fuck you, sick.”

Seriously stupid people, like low IQ, shuffling dolts, cant’ help that they’re stupid and I’m very tolerant. But when semi (or even fully) intelligent people act stupid? I get growly.

So life around here is normal.  It’s been normal and good with few bumps other than the normal ones caused by a submissive housemouse picking up a job for a good, long time.
It’s been, what?  A year?  Since I had angst?
Ack.
I need angst!
Actually, I do have stuff I angst over.  It’s just repetitive to post [...]

So, if you follow kaya around on Fetlife you’re bound to come across some of the funniest and snarkiest and gobsmacking-ist topics. Which, of course, make the best blog fodder.
Today I came across one dealing with rules; Masters rules vs community/group rules and which rules take precedence.
And I’m all…
Duh.
Why the fuck would I be involved [...]

I did a post not so long ago about attention seeking behavior.
I have issues with attention seeking behavior.
Serious issues. Like… it makes me want to drive a fondue fork into my eye, run shrieking thru the streets and bleed all over the person doing it; cover them in eyeball juice then smack them in the [...]

 
Yeah, I got some.  In fact, I slept until nearly one in the afternoon today.  But why, you may ask, when I went to bed at like….  oh…  NINE last night?
 
In a word — Taylor.
See, I’m out of ambien.  This is a huge bummer because I’m a chronic insomniac (and have been most of my [...]

“Being blunt with your feelings is very American. In this big country, I can be as brash as New York, as hedonistic as Los Angeles, as sensuous as San Francisco, as brainy as Boston, as proper as Philadelphia, as brawny as Chicago, as warm as Palm Springs, as friendly as my adopted home town of [...]

narrow-minded:1. having or showing a prejudiced mind; biased.2. not receptive to new ideas; having a closed mind.3. extremely conservative and morally self-righteous.
synonyms: bigoted, conservative, conventional, illiberal, insular, intolerant, narrow, opinionated, parochial, petty, prejudiced, provincial, reactionary, short-sighted, small-minded
I am tired of narrow-minded people.Tired of people who can’t see past their own small opinion to the possible [...]

So…okay…Call me petty and selfish but I swear to GOD I’m going to start hiding the portions of things that I expect to get, regardless of what it is.I bought a pound of potato salad today because I had a craving for sammiches on kaiser rolls and potato salad.I got two TEASPOONS of the potato [...]

I’m sort of a hoarder.I mean…I don’t save “stuff”, I throw away old clothes and furniture, I don’t collect anything…but I have this tendency to hoard food.Maybe it’s not hoarding. It’s more like… I pick and nibble.Say, for example, I go to the store and buy Taylor some Doritos and Colin some Funyuns and Sandi [...]

So I’m supposed to be all happy and shit. I mean… the Dude I love just asked me to marry him, Christmas is coming – which is my very favorite time of year, our financial situation is looking up – despite some big debts… and here I sit, stuck in the middle of a bunch [...]

“We are like sculptors, constantly carving out of others the image we long for, need, love or desire, often against reality, against their benefit, and always, in the end, a disappointment, because it does not fit them.” ~Anais Nin
To not do this is one of my talents. I may wander thru life bumping into walls [...]

“You choose to go voluntarily into the fire. The blaze might destroy you. But if you survive, every blow of the hammer will serve to shape your being. Every drop of water wrung from you will temper and strengthen your soul.” ~Margaret Weis
I believe this.I believe that everything that happens – every thing – enables [...]

“People drain me, even the closest of friends, and I find loneliness to be the best state in the union to live in.” ~Margaret Cho, weblog
I have had one room-mate and been married twice. Until I met Taylor I truly felt I was incapable of living with anyone other than my son. But Taylor and [...]

“This is the true joy in life; the being used for a purpose recognized by yourself as a mighty one; the being thoroughly worn out before you are thrown on the scrap heap; the being a force of Nature instead of a feverish selfish little clod of ailments and grievances complaining that the world will [...]

“Indecency, vulgarity, obscenity – these are strictly confined to man; he invented them. Among the higher animals there is no trace of them. They hide nothing; they are not ashamed. Man, with his soiled mind, covers himself. Man is the Animal that Blushes. He is the only one that does it – or has occasion [...]

“It’s all right for a woman to be, above all, human. I am a woman first of all” ~Anais Nin
Some days I feel like I’m not allowed to be a human, much less a woman. I’m not allowed to be bitchy, crabby, snappish – or I pay for it with triple what I dished out.
And [...]

“I know of no more disagreeable situation than to be left feeling generally angry without anybody in particular to be angry at” ~Frank Moore Colby
Today I watched a group of twenty or so kids at a bus stop do nothing while two boys beat someone up.
I”ve seen my share of fights. Hell, I’ve been in [...]

“I was crazy once, they put me in a padded room, it was hot, hot like summer, summer? i hate summer, i like spring, spring? i died in spring, and they put me in the soft soft ground, there were worms, worms? worms drive me crazy, crazy? i was crazy once…..”Thought that was fitting, as [...]