Fluff, fluff and more fluff
Taylor is thiiiiiiiiis close to having the bike put back together and running for the season and, guess what?
They’re forcasting snow for Saturday and Tuesday.
Whiskey Tango Foxtrot?????
Wisconsin sometimes sucks ass.
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I told Taylor to shut up this morning and had a damned fit over absolutely nothing.
There are times I am very glad he’s not easily set off. That he understands I sometimes react like a fucking idiot when my feelings are hurt.
And I get my feelings hurt a LOT when he and his friends talk about the past.
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Why does the past bother me so much?
Most times it doesn’t. But there are times when it seems like he’s talking almost exclusively about what he used to do or things he did back then or… whatever. And I get all atwitter, feeling like maybe I don’t measure up.
Stupid, I know. Human, I know. And totally sucky.
Like I said, it’s a damned good thing he understands my insecurities and doesn’t hold what I say when I feel that way against me.
Call me a princess but he’s even good enough to pet me and hug me and say nice things to reassure me.
I love him.
Gods.
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I’ve got this vibrating shower sponge thing coming to review and I’m totally excited about it.
I am so, so, totally going to use it to pamper Taylor.
Run a bath with is nummy woodland stuff in it. Cold drink, some jazz, some candles, a soapy, vibrating sponge and me, naked, giving him a bath. He deserves some pampering and asks for it so seldom. It was the first thing that came to my mind when I saw the sponge.
I think I”ll even bite the bullet and take some pain meds and something to relax me and give him a full on, nothing in it for me, doing it just cuz I love his dick sort of blowjob. (I have terrible TMJ so that’s something I rarely do voluntarily. I blow him, just not for long or real enthusiastically cuz.. it freakin’ hurts. And not in a good way.)
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Not much else to say today. I hardly slept and I’ve been busy most of the day. Wrote two reviews, took numerous picitures, cleaned the living room, got taken to lunch, did some laundry…
It’s only six o’clock and I feel ready for bed.
Have to stay up for Idol but I think I’ll be in bed right after it’s over tonight!
xoxo
I sincerely felt that blind-guy should have been gone a couple few weeks ago. I’m thinking he’s getting by on sympathy votes now and that irks me.
I still hate the way this new season was done. But I loved the Motown week. Smokey? His voice is like liquid gold. And O-M-GEEE! How fucking hot was Adam’s song last night? Good lord. That may be the first AI song clip I have to have.
Sorry for the fangirl blabbers..lol. Nobody here likes AI! I’m all alone in my hand flapping and yelling at the TV. :D
Omg, I know. Adam is the awesomesauce. He must win.
I don’t normally remember his name, though. Usually it’s “That emo kid, that red headed broad and the dude from milwaukee are SO gonna be the final three”. Cuz… I suck with names, yanno.
Luckily we all love AI. We bitch and hollar and snort and laugh the whole show whilst shushing each other and hitting pause incessantly.
And, yeah, the way they did it this year sucked ass. We were at the final 12 before I felt like I could even remember who any of them were as individuals.
Meh.
Hello tmj buddy :)
I’m not exactly sure what it is about bjs, but just the thought of them makes my jaw ache. I can chew normally, suck on other stuff for hours, and even occasionally wear a gag and it’s not a problem. But a bj? Even an ultra short one,just makes me want to cry. I dunno, but I guess it must be the combination of the sucking and the opening of the mouth in that position that sets me off.
Yay for pain killers!
Oh my gosh… For me, it’s the sucking and working my jaw and tongue while his dick cranks my mouth open wider than I normally open it.
I mean… c’mon. I bite into a burger and I open my jaw fairly wide but the goal is to use my teeth. I try to open my mouth around his dick whilst covering my teeth and it’s stretched uncomfortably wide for a very long time.
Unlike with a gag where it’s the front of the mouth only that’s stretched, with a blow job it’s also the rear, the very hing of the jaw – and that… ThAT… is where my pain is.
If he had a little bitty winky I’d be freakin’ fine with it. But holding my entire mouth that wide open whilst sucking and working my tongue and trying to cover my teeth plus bobbing my head like my neck is made of elastic…
It all turns into a eyes seeping, nose stuffing, headache inducing, blind sort of pain.
We do much better when he just rolls me over in the bed and fucks my mouth from the side.
But… that’s not a blowjob, yanno?
So. Yeah. I’m thinking a vicodin and a valium. The same combo they gave me to have my procedure last fall. Lol. That ought to make me relaxed and fairly pain free without knocking me on my ass and he’ll have a nice bath and a phenomenal blow job!
*nods*
Good luck with the weather and the bike!
TMJ: I haz it and my right jaw has “locked” open before for several minutes, which is scarier than crap! But Kaiser offered a class a few months ago on how to make it better and I’ve been doing their exercises and by god, the clicking and locking and pain has almost completely gone away!
I just put the tip of my tongue against my upper front middle teeth as often as possible and, when no one is around to see me looking insane/stupid, I’ll “stretch” my jaw by keeping the tip of my tongue in place and slowly opening and closing my mouth. Like while driving or watching TV or whenever I think of it. This builds up the muscles on the weaker side because your jaw is in proper alignment when you have the tip of your tongue in that place. It really really works! And yes, BJ’s are much easier for me now too.
Unfortunately. *she said*
Nah. Well, yes. Sorta. I don’t know, I go back and forth on those, ahahahaha! I like being in the mood more than NOT being in the mood and sometimes I’m just not.
Just a lousy sub, I guess. ;P
AI: Dan watches the auditions with me and then he gets sick of it so I’m watching all alone now, too, wahhhh.
I love Adam too! I loved his “Ring of Fire”, he reminds me of Freddie Mercury, I just love his quirky gay-boy attitude, he’s just great! I was shocked Matt was in the bottom; he did not deserve that. And yeah, the blind guy has overstayed his welcome; he was never all that good, I didn’t think, so no doubt they thought he would be good TV.
I hope you feel better soon!
I’ve been doing that exercise, looking like an idiot, all day. Lol.
Here’s hoping it works!
And, omg, Ring of Fire was so excellent.
I love when folks do cool, different stuff with songs they shouldn’t even be singing in the first place!
It should work, it will take time to know, though. Does it feel good? when I first started doing it, it felt so *good* to do because it just felt like it was stretching parts of my jaw that should have been stretched all along…
And yes I agree, I always liked Adam but when he turned Ring of Fire on its head, I instantly loved him. :) He did this unusual mideast, arab spin and it was so great!
I’m not sure about Ring of Fire. I thought it was way cool that he changed it up and made it different, but… sacrilege! I heart Johnny Cash. All I kept thinking was, man! Johnny has gotta be spinning in his grave listening to this guy mangle his song!
I agree with you, Carrie, on the top three. Those are my picks too. I can’t believe how good the red haired chick is, but I’m not sure she’s a favorite with the voters. I think Adam’s gonna take it though. (and doesn’t he look like Elvis? Especially this week with the hair-do.)