Fuck cool.

So I’m sitting here and Taylor left the t.v. on when he went in the basement.  I never have the t.v. on during the day.  It irritates me.  But anyhow…

The Daily Show with Jon Stewart comes on.  I’m not really paying any attention to the t.v. cuz my desk doesn’t face it and it wasn’t me that turned it on.  But all of a sudden I find myself feeling angry.

And I realized it’s cuz of the stupid show.  I’m hearing it in the background as I type and do laundry and mess with the dogs and…

I’m very, very fucking tired of snotty being seen as cool and funny.

Seriously.

Most of what people find amusing these days just strikes me as mean spirited and rude.  ME.  The one who is supposedly so fucking rude.

It’s all so “I’m better than you” and “If I make fun of you in this snarky, sarcastic tone of voice it makes me cool”.

Irritating.

I snapped the t.v. off so as not to ruin my entire day.

I”m too old to worry about the cool kids, too old to listen to folks behaving like they’re better than others, too old to try to fit in to this – or any other – trend.

I’m me.  I’m blunt.  I’ll stand up for what I think is right in a way that’ll probably make you dislike me.  I’m all wrapped up in my own little world and don’t pay enough attention to others.  I have silly pink hair and I let my guy piss on me.

But I’m not going to belittle everyone else to make myself feel better or listen to those who do.

I have better things to do with my time.

I do.

Like make a fresh pot of coffee and masturbate. And put the clothes in the dryer.