Long time gone….

Life gets so busy sometimes. Feels like we’ve been running ourselves ragged since around November. I definitely haven’t had much to say in here lately.
*sigh*
It’s pretty bad when you’re too busy to find anything to rant about or whine about or gush about.
Everything is just… normal.
One would think I’d be happy with so few ups and downs but the opposite is true. I thrive on the ups and downs, damn it!

I’m seriously hoping the move to the new place and our slower summer schedule will give us more time for things other than the mundanity of everyday life.

It’s not that there is really anything missing in our D/s. We play, though not to the extent we can play in public due to lack of space at home. The power dynamic is pretty solid. There just isn’t any…
I dunno….
Major, mindblowing, earth shattering intensity?

It’s all just an easy coast along the road.

And I much prefer a winding, bumpy ass goat path. Yanno?

Part of the problem is simply me.
I”m fucking compulsive in my need for a routine and with the crazy hours we kept all winter the only routine I had was… when the phone chirped we ran out the door to do the calls.
No time to keep house, no time to beautify, no time to meditate, no time to introspect.
It was a mad, rushing, fast food laden winter and I’m just sick because of it.

I need to rebalance. To energize. Then maybe I won’t feel so freakin’ blah about everything.

Don’t ever let anyone tell you that D/s isn’t affected by every day real life.
Even the most beautiful D/s relationships get to feeling blah when you’re worn down by the crap in life.

So…
Maybe I should sit down tomorrow and come up with a spring cleaning, reenergizing plan?
Before I go nutso?

xoxoxo