Not much goin’ on in my life lately. Been keeping myself in perpetual motion to refrain from smoking. So long as I’m moving I seem to think about it less. I get to sitting down and doing nothing and I crave one constantly. (This shit about it getting easier is a lie. It’s been about two weeks and it’s not really any easier. Easier than day one, sure… but that’s about it.)
Everything else is a little chaotic, too. Bad time to quit smoking, that’s for sure.
It’s winter. The house is cramped. Fixing that is no easy task, no matter how we go about doing it. I’m gaining weight like crazy. I have dark circles under my eyes that make me look half dead and all the Anew in the world isn’t going to fix them. I clean and clean and clean so as to keep moving and the house still looks a mess.
Bleh.
This is my life for now.
No wonder I don’t blog too often lately, eh? :)
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You’ve inspired me to quit again….wish me luck. At the very least we can join forces in the killing spree.
Hun, it does get easier trust me I have been there and after I did quit smoking and I was around people who did I could not stand to be around them cuz’ of the smell of the smoke makes ya feel like ya wanna puke. It took 2-3 weeks of not smoking, and the hard thing was that my ex-husband smoked so I made him not smoke around me other wise I would have to kill someone. It has been around 7 1/2 yrs. now so I am glad that I am not hacking up any lungs anymore…lol You’ll be fine hun it is hard, but I have faith in you. You are doing such a terrific job right now. Keep up the good work. big hugs and kisses to you. Chelle