Comments on: Silent Screams

By: subtle

subtle — Fri, 07 May 2010 13:13:03 +0000

Wat a wonderful post. You’ve described exactly what I’m feeling at the moment – the silence inside, the pushing down of desires, all of it.

I don’t know how to fix myself either, but I do have a feeling that it’s going to take both of us to do it.

I hope you find a voice to let your screams be heard.
.-= subtle´s last blog ..And the new movie queen of the innernets part deux is… =-.

By: Stephanie

Stephanie — Fri, 01 Jan 2010 22:43:37 +0000

When a door closes, embrace the next one to open. What once was is just that, a past tense.

By: Laurel

Laurel — Wed, 30 Dec 2009 22:15:49 +0000

I lost my desire for a lot of things after Ryan and I broke up, tho part of that was the medication. Now that I’m off it, my desire for many things has returned, but pain isn’t one of them.

I’m a lot less willing to deal with people trying to dominate me as well. Which is interesting since, I am supposed to want it, not tolerate it.

I wish I had some wisdom on this, but I’m pretty sure you’ve thought of anything I would … other than to say the man needs to read your blog or you need to start asking for stuff from him. It’s not out of line to ask him to fix you sometimes… or even just this once.

Handing him “you” as a project may help you both… find something new?

By: viemoira

viemoira — Tue, 29 Dec 2009 14:09:06 +0000

So my Master says to me… “Did you read that post on A View From the Floor” and i come and read…

needless to say i have similar things running through my head. Frustrating as all hell. “My body is fighting with itself all the time” sums it up pretty well; though i’d add my mind is battling against itself too.

If you find anything that helps you outta this please, please share…

my only relief has been the “Just Do It” theory…i stop all analyzing, ignore the pain and changed reactions occuring and just do it. Sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn’t.
.-= viemoira´s last blog ..O the Horror! =-.

By: Rayne

Rayne — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 19:23:53 +0000

I don’t like your comment box. It butchers my formatting. :/

By: Rayne

Rayne — Mon, 28 Dec 2009 19:23:30 +0000

M and I are sort of trying to find the pain-hungry painslut I used to be. Funnily enough, it started with a long, spontaneous, over-the-knee paddling (with the wooden paddle I mostly hate) where He checked with me every so often to make sure I was still enjoying things. Over time, He’d push a little harder.

It’s touch and go, but it’s getting there. The thing that I’m noticing, though, is even if I’m not into it when He decides it’s time, if He warms me up – even for just a minute or two – He can take me where ever He wants to go.

I dunno. It sucks, dude, but that’s what we’d tell newbie masochists, too. Slow and steady wins the race.