“Where ya been?”
I know.  I’ve been quiet.  Lots going on and nothing going on, all at the same time.
Mostly I’ve just been not in the mood to write about shit.  You know when you don’t really want to talk about what’s going on in your life but can’t find any trivial or non personal deep shit to write about, either?That’s me lately.
So I guess I’ll write a bit about what’s been going on since I’m still racking my brain for non personal deep shit and not finding any. 
Yeah.
So.
I’ve been having “female issues” for the past couple years.  You know, the normal stuff I figured was perimenopause – major cramps, night sweats, heavy bleeding, huge clots, horrible mood swings, blah blah blah.   Felt a lump in my lower abdomen some time in the last year.   Figured it was just a cyst that would go away eventually.  It hasn’t.   Been having daily, nearly constant, gnawing, nagging, pressure like pain in my lower abdomen for the past two months. So I went to the doc.
Still have no idea what’s up. I’ll likely find out something or other tomorrow. But I’ve had to go for blood work and a CT scan and a pelvic exam and blah de blah…  lots of time in doctor’s offices, basically.
And I”m just sorta down. Tired all the time, either cuz I’m gonna croak or cuz I”m depressed or whatever.
So.
Bleh.
Not much to say until I can get all this crap off my mind and get back to regular life, yanno?
Taylor’s been incredible, btw.
I’ll check in tomorrow cuz now I’m sure a ton of you will wanna know what they say.
~peace