Sybian!

So we went to our monthly playparty/gathering thingy the other night.  First one since September.  (We missed October and they’re not held in November and December due to Holidays)

It was pretty great to see everyone again, that’s for sure!

While there, Taylor and I didn’t actually "play".  Instead, I got my first taste of a sybian.  I looked so horrified by the prospect that a friend actually went home to get theirs so I’d have to try it.

Don’t know what one is?  Go ahead, check it out. 

I was never all that intrigued by sybians.  They seemed too clinical, too detached, too damned mechanical.  And, while I love clitoral stimulation, with a vibrator I can only handle so much and I"m just freakin’ DONE.  (I’ve never really liked vibrations much.  I"m picky about them.  If they’re not deep vibrations that kind of thrum and throb instead of doing that high buzzing thing they just make me itch and they hurt)  So, anyhow, I figured it would be too much stimulation in a rather cold, clinical way.

I was pretty much wrong.

I say pretty much because Taylor was holding the controls and he’s an Ass and kept cranking the vibration and rotation up just when I was about to get off – which had me, eventually, leaping right off the thing and glaring at him.  But had I been holding the controller?  They’d have had to pry it out of my passed out fingers.

The coolest part is being able to adjust yourself in the saddle so you can alternate between more clitoral stim and less or none.  And if you lean back and rock your hips?  Oh god.  Total g spot heaven.

I was sort of embarrassed getting off in front of people.  I’m really weird that way.  But I got over it. And fully intend to get over it next time I have access to a sybian, too.  Lol.

I can only imagine how damned perfect this thing would be if you used it while giving a blow job.  Kneel down, straddle the saddle, and rock and roll while you suck.  I’d definitely be able to give longer, happier blowjobs!

So. I got over a small hurdle.  I rode a rotating, vibrating cock on a saddle in front of ten or so people.  Yay me!  I even enjoyed it, despite Taylor being evil and mean about it.  (Which we actually talked about.  He’s, even after seven years, just not quite getting how horrible vibrations can be for me and how it’s not a horrible I can turn into "good" pain.  And, honestly, if you’re going to hop on and ride a $1500 vibrator you really should get to enjoy it as it’s meant to be enjoyed rather than as a torture device, right?  Here’s hoping next time he lets me orgasm myself into a puddle.  Lol)

And that’s about it for today.  I’m getting a little twitchy for some pain, especially since I sort of expected some this weekend and didn’t get any but…

It actually feels good to be twitchy instead of vaguely apathetic as I have been so..

Catch ya next time!

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