Self awareness doesn’t always equal calm
Every time I know we’re going to a play party I get in this mild sort of panic all day. I’m not certain panic is the right word. I get nervous and apprehensive and excited. I start to wonder – and want to know - what Taylor has planned, what he’s going to do to me. Often I’ll ask but I’ve basically learned not to. Not because it angers him or gets me in trouble or makes it worse or anything like you’d expect. No. It’s because he never...
Read MoreBoy, that girl sure can babble
So after a Teen free week, life is back to normal. Back to grabbing a robe before I get up to make coffee. Back to tucking the princess satchel back into my room rather than leaving it out. Back to not forgetting to put the toys away when I’m done with them. And back to no sex on the living room floor whenever we want. It’s not all bad, though. I missed that damned kid! He walked in the door and I swear he looked taller. And now it’s also back to me NOT having to do...
Read MoreSaturday Funny
I recently won a contest over at CatalinaLoves by guessing who the naked person in some naked pictures was. (See? It pays to troll FetLife for hot pics to drool over. You can win stuff by knowing just whose breasts you’re looking at!) For my prize I got a really cute spanking DVD called Posterior Carnage – Wicked women lured into sleazy hotel rooms and… spanked piteously! We got it yesterday in the mail and by last night had watched the whole thing. It’s...
Read MoreRejuvination
It’s odd. Taylor and I are together almost 24/7 in the winter. Work is dependant upon the weather and, while the hours are long and hard when there is work, there’s not a whole lot of work. So not only are we in each other’s laps day in and day out but we’re usually even more broke than normal in the winter. And bored. And cranky. Cuz… well… who wouldn’t be? I get especially twitchy because I so deperately need “alone time”....
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